Everyday is Easter!

2009-01-07T06:46:00.000-08:00

TODAY i went night cycling. Not really night cycling more like late evening cycling. so cool right? noooooo its not. BECAUSE I chose the fat burning option and it has like this gradient thingie. so when u 1st start cycling its actually okay. then it gets harder and harder until you feel like ure trying to cycle up mt everest. so anyway, i was feeling pretty proud of myself cos i cycled the fat burning option 4 times and the manual one once. BUT THEN when i went up for dinner, my mother cooked ngoh hiang. SO I ATE THE WHOLE PLATE. and now im back to being fat. HOW NICE.

2009-01-04T04:49:00.000-08:00

I HAVE DECIDED to lose 12 kg over the course of this year! which means i have to lose 1 kg per month
or 250g per week.

I WILL DO IT.

2009-01-01T08:14:00.000-08:00

merry christmas!!! its the 8th day of christmas :)

dunno why ive been getting all these dreams since christmas. every dream ends up with me running. like really running running running. either running away from something or for something. JUST RUNNING. i think its a sign. i need to start running.

2008-12-30T19:39:00.000-08:00

ITS BEEN AN AWESOME YEAR!
i really dont want 2008 to end. today is the last day everyone i know is still j1 with me. tomorrow? hahahaha. well, i dont regret coming to sa, even though things that i didnt really plan to happen happened. i really enjoyed this year. its filled with lotsa most.

MOST FUN
MOST SAD
MOST LAUGHTER
MOST TEARS
MOST HECTIC
MOST LIFE CHANGING
MOST MOSTS (hahaha lame i know)

but i think this year is by far the best year of my life and i wouldnt trade it for lets say a year in another jc or poly.

for all of you going on to j2 next year, all the best !!! study hard and dont forget that GOD will be there with you. congratulations on your promotion :)

for those like me, i know it seems like the end of the world. because it is. hahahahaha no lah cannot think like that.
Next year will be hard- who likes to restart all over again. it aint my kinda thing. lol. BUT i know that ultimately its for the best cos i didnt deserve to be promoted. SO DONT GIVE UP NOW !

tomorrow will be a better day.

2008-12-28T06:52:00.000-08:00

listened tou love song byk taylor swift! its sooo nnice!!!
ytd had dmnchooir bbqw!
guot sstuck hat theo stautilon with richelled cos bboth of use dunno how to go there. sounds so loser right!!!! lol in the end we took a cab down...then the taxi driver got losst tooo...hahahahaha
but fit was okaay cos we CYCLED there. so cool right ? arrived kin STYLEE. hahahaha. played the MEMORY game ...hahahaha kop ppl's ace and stuff :)
then walked around a lot to find the washroon -.-
but it was entertaining cos got lotsa stories...heeheehee

2008-12-26T08:22:00.001-08:00

BOBOS

oh ya ! went out with the BOBOS!!! heeheehee

it was totally awesome! spent time catching up :) we should get together more often!!!

we gave jh her birthday present that was in my house for one yr plus.

drinking yingyang?

SO MANY HOLES!!!! ITS LIKE A CAVE LAH!

2008-12-26T08:10:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

it was a fatastic CHRISTMAS. The only thing missing was church. lunch was at popo's house with teta, uncle gary and lotsa food. :) there were 3 cakes!!! fat fat fat!!! played MAHJONG!!!! Ye ye taught us some new skills yo! he is like some mahjong shi fu can remember everything that happens during the game. popo also. actually everyone except my brother and i. oh well. IT WAS FUN.

2008-12-23T08:24:00.000-08:00

HEY THIS IS SO COOL
TRY AND UNDERSTAND!
I FEEL FAT AND MAD NOW.

NO ELF NO KID ON BARNEY NO OLIVER TWIST
GET THE MESSAGE?

2008-12-22T06:44:00.000-08:00

nowwwwww thats weird aint it?

i seriously cannot fanthom what it is. but you know what? I GIVE UP TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT.

2008-12-19T07:40:00.000-08:00

OKAY THAT WAS DUMb.
hahahahah just updated on cheryl's blog again. so stupid. hahahahaha

anyway

as i was saying this is so loserish updating my blog in less than an hour.

CHRISTMAS is coming and lotsa guys are going to their girlfren's house to give them their presents. so sweet right. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

CHRISTMAS is coming and the geese are getting fat.

CHRISTMAS is coming. GOT BUY PRESENT FOR ME???HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

CHRISTMAS is coming, don't forget the reason for the season.

2008-12-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

Just came back from tuition. Wanted to watch underworld but it doesnt seem to be working so I'm uploading photos. :) I want a laptop for Christmas so i can blog in peace and not have people looking over my shoulder while i BLOG.

I DONT want this yr to end. i really dont. I REALLY REALLY DONT. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME I DONT WANT THIS YEAR TO END. and i dont want next year to come.

what's gonna happen ? can someone pls tell me. cos i really dunno. okay like anyone will know like that. lol. oh well im just a hjk (humjikia).

i wanted like lotsa happy posts but it doesnt seem to be happening, instead i keep ranting and ranting here.

TODAY. IS MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY so we went to eat dimsum and i m damn full now :)

hey cheryl i'm glad i told u what i was on my mind. thanks for being so understanding and supportive. it really means a lot to me.

ARGH I WANTED TP UPLOAD THE PHOTOS HOWEVER IT TAKES SOOOOO LONG SO IM GONNA CANCEL IT.

2008-12-18T08:43:00.000-08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
BACK HOME YAR
HAHAHAHAHAHA

ACTUALLY COME BACK YTD BUT I BLOGGED IN THE WRONG BLOG. SO LAME RIGHT.

today went carolling with choir. cant believe i could feel like that about choir. its like the talk by th j4/5/6/infinity really changed the way i think. kinda sucks that i didnt treasure the time at the beginning of the year with them. the trip really brought me closer to them and I DONT WANT THEM TO GO. MS NG TOO SHE IS SUCH A NICE TEACHER. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO LEAVE ??? i know its hard to believe that i would feel this way. thats why i didnt wanna cry at the carolling place cos like a bit stupid yar treat choir like that then still cry. lol.

i watched TWILIGHT YO . i think edward is a bombo. i mean he can just get over it and bite her and then got happy ending alr but noooo he cannot do that. stupid yar? but the mooovie was sweet. really really sweet. The ending scene was like p**m. i blanked it out so that wont spoil ur fun. the scene was so freaking sad cos like i wont get to spend it with my frens. and its not just one person. anyway. i ate like 5 chocolates at one go today thanks to someone. but i felt better after that. lol. BUT NOW ALL THE FATS ARE SWARMING AROUND ME. wish i could be part of that world. sickshit. but i know im not worthy.

took the same train back home with weiliang james and lukman. weiliang talked about some underground movie. im sooooo gonna watch it. hahahaha. AND IM GONNA FIND THAT SONG WHERE EVER IT IS YAR! ITS SOOO !NACH!

2008-12-07T07:37:00.000-08:00

GOING TMR!!!GOTTA FINISH PACKING.

pls, i wanna be better. pls forgive me. im sorry if i hurt u. i will do my best. promise.

i wonder if anyone will believe me. why do this? maybe i can be that too? maybe i am that way? but i guess im not cut out for it huh. awwww man.

went to deborah's church today. UNCOVERED THE VIWAWA SECRET!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA WHACK UR EYEBALLS OUT MANNNNNN HAHAHAHAHA. ATE pratas damn nice. church was nice too :)

2008-12-02T07:13:00.000-08:00

i guess the effects of leaving speedlight didnt really hit me until today. haha. im so sorry i didnt say goodbye properly. yanda and carol, you guys are really awesome cell group leaders man. i've never seen so much passion and patience from u guys. from p5/6? u guys taught me about God not only through books but through your actions as well. i will nvr forget speedlight camp 07. it was truly inspiring. thank you for giving me those opportunities to attend those sat lessons and all. i dont know if this is the correct decision. i cant think properly these days. vinnie just called me about camp purity. thanks for the opportunity. if i were still a speedlighter i would have taken up the challenge. but its too late to turn back now. and even if camp purity didnt exist, i dont think i will turn back. i really looked forward to camp purity though. i was so freakin excited to go. to go and experience GOD again. things look so clear after camps. i wanted to get rid of this anger. i wanted to learn to have faith again. im really scared now. but still i decided to leave. it wasnt a hasty decision though. i've been thinking about it for quite awhile now. i will definitely miss speedlight and lighthouse. how can i not? even though i made the decision to leave, it doesnt make it easier. im sorry. thanks for all the years of prayers, opportunities and support.

2008-12-01T08:23:00.000-08:00

heyyyyyyyyyy
i've just found a way to stop eating at night
BRUSH YOUR TEETH
it works okay cos u dont wanna have to re brush those pearly whites SO u will stop eating. hahahahaha.
gotta go see Dr Ho tmr cos i broke 2 brackets. OH DEAR.

2008-11-29T04:40:00.000-08:00

things nowadays are sooooo expensive. hahaha like bbqs and stuff.
BUT it was really fun!

bad weather recently. raining almost everyday.

tj concert ytd. nice supper. interesting stories...hahaha

tmr is the last day huh...oh well, goodbye then.

2008-11-24T07:25:00.000-08:00

Save me from the nothing I've become

2008-11-17T08:16:00.000-08:00

so interesting ya
how do u know wad others are really thinking? how do u know wad is real and what is not? just because u see it doesnt mean its real right? since we dont experience most things 1st hand, how can we trust that those things exists? by trusting our senses? but our senses can be tricked right? like a straight line is a straight line beacuse we think its a straight line as it looks like a straight line, but wad if its actually wobbly? and how would i know wad is blue to me is blue to u? maybe blue to me is orange to u? but i can nvr know because i can nvr see through your eyes. so confusing!

2008-11-12T05:16:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOO. THIS IS CHERYL!! :DDDDDDDDD
AND THERESA IS HERE WITH ME! GROWING FATTTER EACH DAY!!
I LOVE YOUUU BFF!! :D OKAY. LETS GO GET FOOD. BRB.

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY THIS IS THERESA!!!!!!!
i know its like one week alr BUT I STILL CAN RMB EVERYTHING ABOUT THE CHALET!
it was so awesome man! thanks so much 08s15! u guys are really the ultimate classmates man! im so glad to have met such cool and hip ppl! hahahaha that sounds so dorky
but srsly i appreciate all that u guys have done. thanks for the cake and the flour and the whipped cream:) plus plus plus the swim! hahahaha
1st day cannot in the end 2nd day still end up in the pool! lol i really enjoyed myself thoroughly. i cant believe that i didnt know what was going on ! hahahaha go and meet frens my foot laaaaa. lol. anyway . bridge was also very very fun! plus the bbq ! TIMOTHY ! U NVR BUY SOTONG BALLS!!!! HAHAHAHAHA ! night cycling was totally fab!!! all the fats gone alr. hahaha red house was hmmmmm... exciting? hahahaha PLS TOLONG TOLONG BE CAREFUL OKAY! HAHAHAHA... chalet was really fun. i will miss u guys so much. ahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!GERALDINE U WANT WHIPPED CREAM TOO??? VERY YUMMY!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

why cant i do anything right nowadays? sucks.

and and and i know my paragraphs are really random and stuff but if u have anything to say pls say okay? i cannot read between the lines. im too stupid.

2008-11-02T08:01:00.000-08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyy
tmr is the last last last day of school for me in 08S15
man im gonna miss u guys

have u ever fallen down real hard?
have u ever tried to tried to get up again?
have u ever found that really hard?
have u ever realised that things will never be the same?
have u ever wondered what is gonna happen?
have u ever wondered if u had anymore rights?
have u ever felt that no amount of tears will wash away the pain?
have u ever wished that u could turn back time?
have u ever wanted something so bad ur heart aches like crazy?
have u ever thought the same thought every single morning?

i guess the pain will never disappear. but no matter, what doesnt kill me will make me stronger :)
its like the u've fallen down on the pavement and u know u've gotta get up
but even after u've stood up, the wound is still there. it still hurts. after a while u stop crying cos the pain doesnt go away. it lingers on. but hopefully the pain will teach u nvr to fall again. so look at the blood man. look at the blood and learn.

2008-10-23T05:39:00.001-07:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
tmr is friday... the last assembly that i will have with 08S15 :(
aw man . its sucks. i have the application forms for overseas colleges alr... but i dont think i will be using them now. my heart is really heavy---like elephant like that. i hate goodbyes.

Each and every end is always written in the stars.
If only I could stop the world,
I'd make this last

2008-10-19T06:32:00.000-07:00

sunday
went to church even though i didnt want to. really wanna thank carol yanda and the rest of the cell and samuel. thanks for the prayer and encouragement and for listening to me blabber so much today. cheryl dont cry alr ya...talked with my dad about wad to do. i need to decide soon.THERESA NVR FORGET WAD HAPPENED AND DONT EVER LET IT REPEAT. have to stop crying soon.

Saturday
supposed not to cry but ended up crying with cheryl...haha... had a great time with cheryl and weiliang... thanks guys :) talked with my mum about what to do. still undecided. eh gnome thanks for asking me to stop emoing... i kinda needed that...and for all ur advice. talked to b1 until 3 am. haha thanks ya b1 for all ur support, prayers and advice.aw man it hurts.

friday
went to see the vp after 2 hours of waiting outside the cc.it was damn hard.
but she issued my death warrant. cried a lot outside and in the cc. alexis, suria and sharon, i hope u guys are okay. stay strong ya. hey nicolle and peter, thanks for being so understanding as groupmates and frens. andy thanks for trying to cheer us up. deborah, thanks for always being there and just listening to me rant. cheuping, sorry i couldnt celebrate ur success with u... thanks for supporting me all the way too.geraldine, sorry coulnt celebrate with u too, but thanks for all ur encouragement and support. benjamin, thanks for coming to the cc and for listening to me.timothy thanks for coming. ms teo, thanks for ur call. thanks for asking me not to give up. cheryl, thanks for being so concerned and for caring about me so much. thanks for being such a great beef.sorry to have upset u so much. jing hui, thanks for letting me know that u are always there for me. ur a great b1 man. life sucks. when i got off the mrt the tracks were so tempting. still in disbelief.

thursday
received my results and cried like crazy. cheryl thanks for immediately coming to my rescue. sorry i made u cry. thanks for all ur warmth and for understanding me so much. thanks for all ur support too. i know its hard for u now too, sorry i cant do much to help u. benjamin thanks for ur support. ronaldn thanks for calling. alexis, thanks for looking after me while i was flooding the classroom with tears. deborah i really appreciate ur help too. geetu, thanks for being so encouraging. THERESA RMB THIS DAY AND NVR LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN. i really wanted to promote. its so shocking that i cant go to j2 with the rest of the class next yr. its like a hellish nightmare that i cant wake up from. i wanted to die. how could this happen to me????? its crazy. went home and told mummy. could practically drown. cried enough to fill up the suntec city fountain of wealth.haha. reality doesnt sink in. its too painful.

2008-10-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

things i miss:
being underweight
going to sec 1
meeting yi tong and richelle and singing with them during orientation
being in the same class as PHOEbe , yi tong , angel, richelle and genevieve
being late for all our classes
being made to run round the school cos we were late
eating ice cream with cheryl
eating waffles with cheryl
going to detention and buying bubbletea and waffles
the chicken cutlet near dunman
sec 1 dunman choir concert
getting scolded together with richelle and jing hui
hanging out in the toilet
preparing for sec 2 syf
not really preparing for streaming
going for o lvl music with cheryl
jumping like a frog in o lvl music with cheryl
complaining about how word setting was so dumb
trying to walk on the right of cheryl
all the birthday bashes in school
running around with melted ice cream
mrs neo the best principal ever
assembly
wearing my name tag
aircon classrooms
taking neoprints
not being victim of the day
the little lambs
still hanging out in the toilet
eating with cheryl after o lvl music at whitesands
sharing muddy mud pies with cheryl

aw man cant think alr my head hurts will continue next time

2008-10-14T10:39:00.000-07:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyy
can u hear the drum roll? It has been rolling ever since Sunday. DRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. so long alr BUT STILL ROLLING
Ms Liu pls pls pls pls pls enlighten me!!
ahahaha
my eyes are getting smaller and smaller. LOOK AT THE CLOCK NOW ! ITS 1.42 AM! i know la not that late waaaad. BUT I TIRED CANNOT IS IT
lol. oh dear, i think I'm talking to myself.
okay off to lalaland . eh cheryl , see u behind ur sakura tree. i change hiding place alr, find me behind the tall snow covered CHRISTMAS tree okay?
hahaha
yayyy this colour is so nice. just realised that i can change the font colour! so cool!

2008-10-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PASS ME THE BROWN PAPER BAG
I cut MY HAIRRRRRR
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HAHAHAHA I MISS U GARY !!!!!!!!! SEE LAH U GO ALR MY HAIR KNS !
DIE LAH
lol

eh u think i stupid is it? DONT ANSWER THE QUESTION
go on pretending man its not like it isnt so blatantly in ur face obvious. OOOOO i wonder whats happening are cos i cant tell at all!

today is the end of pw week. dont want next week to come
cos ITS LETS-SEE-IF-I-GET-PROMOTED-WEEK. and thats not very exciting right?

hahaha
this blog is so random
NVM... COS I LIKE
hahaha

YAY TMR GOING OUT WITH CHERYL!!!! CANT WAIT:)

2008-10-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

hey
tmr is the start of pw week.
dont wanna go to school. really disgusting. lets see what i have tmr. 1st lesson pw. 2nd lesson pw. all the way till 4 got what? pw. so exciting.
anyway. dont know whats gonna happen tmr for pw lecture. dont even know whats happening now. everything is so freaking uncertain. its not just promo results. okay la not everything, but a lot of stuff. i really tried hard alr. if u dont appreciate it, just let me know. no need to continue anymore. its not like we will become enemies after that. thanks for all the fun times. dunno la maybe im just oversensitive. just tell me if u wanna go on like that or not. its not just for me. i think we will all benefit from this. dont lie anymore. just wanna make some things certain. argh dunno what im writing alr la. do u still care ?

2008-09-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

PROMOS ARE OVER

hehehehehehe

This is the cupcake that cheryl gave THANKS BEEF

today was sooooo fun! went to the gx5 and the g max thingie !!! ITS SO FREAKING HIGHHHH!!! IT WAS SOO SCARY! a really good way destress. haha today we also celebrated timothy's birthday! Went to new york new york to eat lunch and celebrate! ate candy floss and drank green apple water. haha

after lunch and pool( secret weapon ya ronald!) we went to THE BUNGY place. it was SCARY. totally scary. deborah! U ARE DAMN BRAVE MAN! thanks for pressing the lever ! the up and down one seemed so fast from below, but when we were on the thingie , it felt like eternity. hahaha! for the swinging one we hung up there for dunno how long cos no one pushed the lever. hahahaha sorry ar im too humji to press. anyway BOTH WERE SO MUCH FUN. now i no voice alr. need to drink honey.

this is B1 and i in sajc

hahaha illegal immigrant

B1 TAKE CARE IN VIETNAM OAKY DONT GET LOST OR KIDNAPPED YA

dunno who's knee. trying to take ARTISTIC shots hahahahaha

once a saint always a saint ya phoebe?

my part-time job

2008-08-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

hey
woah siao liao tmr bio msa again???
so disgusting
so irritating i thought only got one msa then they go happy happy surprise me with another one. THANKS AR!
BUT ITS OKAY! MUST BE POSITIVE. DONT CRY. CRY ALSO CANNOT GET A. CAN ONE. THERESA THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS FAILURE! JUST LEARNING EXPERIENCES! PAST IS NOT EQUALS TO FUTURE! DONT GIVE UP NOW ! JUST LOOK TO HIM!

2008-08-12T08:29:00.001-07:00

HIIIII
IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE BLOGGING COS I NEED TO SLEEP COS I NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY TMR TO STUDY FOR THE CHEM TEST !!!!!
BUT I NEED TO SCREAM
SO IM BLOGGING
TMR IS SCARY MAN
THERE IS CHEM TEST, BLOOD DONATION AND MS TEO'S LESSON!
WHAT IS THIS???????
IM SCARED OF NEEDLES!!!!! I KNOW THIS IS OUT OF POINT BUT IM FEELING REALLY FAT NOW TOO!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AND AND AND
AIYAAAAA
TODAY I HAD MATH TEST!!!!
HAAAAAAAAAAIZZZZZZZ
I WANNA SHOUT!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CAN HEAR NOT????
WHYYYYYYYYYYY I NEED SOME TIME BY MYSELF WITHOUT ANYBODY ELSE I JUST NEED TO UNWIND INMY TIME MACHINE
I NEED TO GO FAR AWAY A FEW YRS BACK WOULD BE OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aw man life kinda sucks now
i know this post sounds really self centred and stuff ... sorry

BUT... thank God cos He is also there and He gave me such wonderful frens :)

okay gtg sleep NO TIME NO TIME VERY STRESS AR!!!!

2008-07-24T07:12:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
its me again!!! like who else can it be la!
today i had pe
and during pe the handball thingie hit me -.- but wad was really pai seh was that it didnt even occur to me to pick it up and give it back
anyway
i had my retribution and fell flat on the track semi circle thingie while playing soccer... hahahaha
ITS PAIN OKAY
ive got like 7 injuries now and bathing was HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE ! STING STING STING STING STING AHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-07-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

awwww man i ate A LOT TODAY
feel so gluttonish
HEY RONALD ( i dont think u even know that i have a blog la but wadever )
CONGRATULATIONS !!! hehehe
TODAY's student councillor thingie was cool man(sorry i dunno how HERRE to spell the word above )
THANKS FOR THE SIDE DISHES MS LIU (but i think u also dunno i got blog) oh well
I ATE A LOTTTTT
during lunch and at home too!!!
at home got this dunno wad kinda stick thingie
with peanuts and chilli powder
ITS VERY VERY NICE
i keep saying okay okay last one
then drink one mouth of juice then open the container again
SO FAAAAAAAT
anyway something out of point
ALEXIS BENJAMIN AND DEBORAH I THINK ALL OF U GUYS DUNNO I GOT BLOG BUT IF BY SOME STRANGE AND RANDOM CHANCE U ARE SEEING THIS
U NEEEEEEED TO TELL ME ABOUT MIAO MIAO OKAY???HAHAHAHA

2008-07-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i can finally BLOG!!! HEEHEEHEEE

THANKS CHERYL
GENIUS MAN U!

so cool got rabbit picture! dunno whether got copy rights one not
so THANK YOU FOR THE PHOTO WHOEVER U ARE

okay cheryl gonna edit her link alr !
heeheehee
sooo COOL I GOT A RABBIT IN MY BLOG!!!!!!

hey i dont have a tag board cos this template thingie got something REALLY WRONG TRY 3 BLOGS ALR STILL CANNOT
so pls leave comments at the comments area! MUST LEAVE YA
hahahaha
thanks

2008-07-16T08:02:00.001-07:00

HEY this is cheryl!!ahah theresa just went to her kitchen to get water to dilute the sweet chinchow. AHHA.alright.

will be right back! :D

meanwhile! take care alright!!!
AND SHE IS SITTING BEHIND ME NOW.ahhaha!! okay i dont know what to say. HAHA. alright.

cheers
cheryl (:

ps: theresa LAM. PLEASE UPDATE OKAY!!! :DDDD