things nowadays are sooooo expensive. hahaha like bbqs and stuff.
BUT it was really fun!

bad weather recently. raining almost everyday.

tj concert ytd. nice supper. interesting stories...hahaha

tmr is the last day huh...oh well, goodbye then.

Save me from the nothing I've become

so interesting ya
how do u know wad others are really thinking? how do u know wad is real and what is not? just because u see it doesnt mean its real right? since we dont experience most things 1st hand, how can we trust that those things exists? by trusting our senses? but our senses can be tricked right? like a straight line is a straight line beacuse we think its a straight line as it looks like a straight line, but wad if its actually wobbly? and how would i know wad is blue to me is blue to u? maybe blue to me is orange to u? but i can nvr know because i can nvr see through your eyes. so confusing!

HELLOOOOO. THIS IS CHERYL!! :DDDDDDDDD
AND THERESA IS HERE WITH ME! GROWING FATTTER EACH DAY!!
I LOVE YOUUU BFF!! :D OKAY. LETS GO GET FOOD. BRB.

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY THIS IS THERESA!!!!!!!
i know its like one week alr BUT I STILL CAN RMB EVERYTHING ABOUT THE CHALET!
it was so awesome man! thanks so much 08s15! u guys are really the ultimate classmates man! im so glad to have met such cool and hip ppl! hahahaha that sounds so dorky
but srsly i appreciate all that u guys have done. thanks for the cake and the flour and the whipped cream:) plus plus plus the swim! hahahaha
1st day cannot in the end 2nd day still end up in the pool! lol i really enjoyed myself thoroughly. i cant believe that i didnt know what was going on ! hahahaha go and meet frens my foot laaaaa. lol. anyway . bridge was also very very fun! plus the bbq ! TIMOTHY ! U NVR BUY SOTONG BALLS!!!! HAHAHAHAHA ! night cycling was totally fab!!! all the fats gone alr. hahaha red house was hmmmmm... exciting? hahahaha PLS TOLONG TOLONG BE CAREFUL OKAY! HAHAHAHA... chalet was really fun. i will miss u guys so much. ahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!GERALDINE U WANT WHIPPED CREAM TOO??? VERY YUMMY!!!! HAHAHAHAHA


why cant i do anything right nowadays? sucks.


and and and i know my paragraphs are really random and stuff but if u have anything to say pls say okay? i cannot read between the lines. im too stupid.

heyyyyyyyyyyyy
tmr is the last last last day of school for me in 08S15
man im gonna miss u guys

have u ever fallen down real hard?
have u ever tried to tried to get up again?
have u ever found that really hard?
have u ever realised that things will never be the same?
have u ever wondered what is gonna happen?
have u ever wondered if u had anymore rights?
have u ever felt that no amount of tears will wash away the pain?
have u ever wished that u could turn back time?
have u ever wanted something so bad ur heart aches like crazy?
have u ever thought the same thought every single morning?

i guess the pain will never disappear. but no matter, what doesnt kill me will make me stronger :)
its like the u've fallen down on the pavement and u know u've gotta get up
but even after u've stood up, the wound is still there. it still hurts. after a while u stop crying cos the pain doesnt go away. it lingers on. but hopefully the pain will teach u nvr to fall again. so look at the blood man. look at the blood and learn.