heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
tmr is friday... the last assembly that i will have with 08S15 :(
aw man . its sucks. i have the application forms for overseas colleges alr... but i dont think i will be using them now. my heart is really heavy---like elephant like that. i hate goodbyes.


Each and every end is always written in the stars.
If only I could stop the world,
I'd make this last

sunday
went to church even though i didnt want to. really wanna thank carol yanda and the rest of the cell and samuel. thanks for the prayer and encouragement and for listening to me blabber so much today. cheryl dont cry alr ya...talked with my dad about wad to do. i need to decide soon.THERESA NVR FORGET WAD HAPPENED AND DONT EVER LET IT REPEAT. have to stop crying soon.

Saturday
supposed not to cry but ended up crying with cheryl...haha... had a great time with cheryl and weiliang... thanks guys :) talked with my mum about what to do. still undecided. eh gnome thanks for asking me to stop emoing... i kinda needed that...and for all ur advice. talked to b1 until 3 am. haha thanks ya b1 for all ur support, prayers and advice.aw man it hurts.

friday
went to see the vp after 2 hours of waiting outside the cc.it was damn hard.
but she issued my death warrant. cried a lot outside and in the cc. alexis, suria and sharon, i hope u guys are okay. stay strong ya. hey nicolle and peter, thanks for being so understanding as groupmates and frens. andy thanks for trying to cheer us up. deborah, thanks for always being there and just listening to me rant. cheuping, sorry i couldnt celebrate ur success with u... thanks for supporting me all the way too.geraldine, sorry coulnt celebrate with u too, but thanks for all ur encouragement and support. benjamin, thanks for coming to the cc and for listening to me.timothy thanks for coming. ms teo, thanks for ur call. thanks for asking me not to give up. cheryl, thanks for being so concerned and for caring about me so much. thanks for being such a great beef.sorry to have upset u so much. jing hui, thanks for letting me know that u are always there for me. ur a great b1 man. life sucks. when i got off the mrt the tracks were so tempting. still in disbelief.

thursday
received my results and cried like crazy. cheryl thanks for immediately coming to my rescue. sorry i made u cry. thanks for all ur warmth and for understanding me so much. thanks for all ur support too. i know its hard for u now too, sorry i cant do much to help u. benjamin thanks for ur support. ronaldn thanks for calling. alexis, thanks for looking after me while i was flooding the classroom with tears. deborah i really appreciate ur help too. geetu, thanks for being so encouraging. THERESA RMB THIS DAY AND NVR LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN. i really wanted to promote. its so shocking that i cant go to j2 with the rest of the class next yr. its like a hellish nightmare that i cant wake up from. i wanted to die. how could this happen to me????? its crazy. went home and told mummy. could practically drown. cried enough to fill up the suntec city fountain of wealth.haha. reality doesnt sink in. its too painful.

things i miss:
being underweight
going to sec 1
meeting yi tong and richelle and singing with them during orientation
being in the same class as PHOEbe , yi tong , angel, richelle and genevieve
being late for all our classes
being made to run round the school cos we were late
eating ice cream with cheryl
eating waffles with cheryl
going to detention and buying bubbletea and waffles
the chicken cutlet near dunman
sec 1 dunman choir concert
getting scolded together with richelle and jing hui
hanging out in the toilet
preparing for sec 2 syf
not really preparing for streaming
going for o lvl music with cheryl
jumping like a frog in o lvl music with cheryl
complaining about how word setting was so dumb
trying to walk on the right of cheryl
all the birthday bashes in school
running around with melted ice cream
mrs neo the best principal ever
assembly
wearing my name tag
aircon classrooms
taking neoprints
not being victim of the day
the little lambs
still hanging out in the toilet
eating with cheryl after o lvl music at whitesands
sharing muddy mud pies with cheryl

aw man cant think alr my head hurts will continue next time

heyyyyyyyyyyyyy
can u hear the drum roll? It has been rolling ever since Sunday. DRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. so long alr BUT STILL ROLLING
Ms Liu pls pls pls pls pls enlighten me!!
ahahaha
my eyes are getting smaller and smaller. LOOK AT THE CLOCK NOW ! ITS 1.42 AM! i know la not that late waaaad. BUT I TIRED CANNOT IS IT
lol. oh dear, i think I'm talking to myself.
okay off to lalaland . eh cheryl , see u behind ur sakura tree. i change hiding place alr, find me behind the tall snow covered CHRISTMAS tree okay?
hahaha
yayyy this colour is so nice. just realised that i can change the font colour! so cool!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PASS ME THE BROWN PAPER BAG
I cut MY HAIRRRRRR
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HAHAHAHA I MISS U GARY !!!!!!!!! SEE LAH U GO ALR MY HAIR KNS !
DIE LAH
lol

eh u think i stupid is it? DONT ANSWER THE QUESTION
go on pretending man its not like it isnt so blatantly in ur face obvious. OOOOO i wonder whats happening are cos i cant tell at all!

today is the end of pw week. dont want next week to come
cos ITS LETS-SEE-IF-I-GET-PROMOTED-WEEK. and thats not very exciting right?

hahaha
this blog is so random
NVM... COS I LIKE
hahaha

YAY TMR GOING OUT WITH CHERYL!!!! CANT WAIT:)

hey
tmr is the start of pw week.
dont wanna go to school. really disgusting. lets see what i have tmr. 1st lesson pw. 2nd lesson pw. all the way till 4 got what? pw. so exciting.
anyway. dont know whats gonna happen tmr for pw lecture. dont even know whats happening now. everything is so freaking uncertain. its not just promo results. okay la not everything, but a lot of stuff. i really tried hard alr. if u dont appreciate it, just let me know. no need to continue anymore. its not like we will become enemies after that. thanks for all the fun times. dunno la maybe im just oversensitive. just tell me if u wanna go on like that or not. its not just for me. i think we will all benefit from this. dont lie anymore. just wanna make some things certain. argh dunno what im writing alr la. do u still care ?