TODAY i went night cycling. Not really night cycling more like late evening cycling. so cool right? noooooo its not. BECAUSE I chose the fat burning option and it has like this gradient thingie. so when u 1st start cycling its actually okay. then it gets harder and harder until you feel like ure trying to cycle up mt everest. so anyway, i was feeling pretty proud of myself cos i cycled the fat burning option 4 times and the manual one once. BUT THEN when i went up for dinner, my mother cooked ngoh hiang. SO I ATE THE WHOLE PLATE. and now im back to being fat. HOW NICE.

I HAVE DECIDED to lose 12 kg over the course of this year! which means i have to lose 1 kg per month
or 250g per week.

I WILL DO IT.

merry christmas!!! its the 8th day of christmas :)

dunno why ive been getting all these dreams since christmas. every dream ends up with me running. like really running running running. either running away from something or for something. JUST RUNNING. i think its a sign. i need to start running.