ITS BEEN AN AWESOME YEAR!
i really dont want 2008 to end. today is the last day everyone i know is still j1 with me. tomorrow? hahahaha. well, i dont regret coming to sa, even though things that i didnt really plan to happen happened. i really enjoyed this year. its filled with lotsa most.

MOST FUN
MOST SAD
MOST LAUGHTER
MOST TEARS
MOST HECTIC
MOST LIFE CHANGING
MOST MOSTS (hahaha lame i know)

but i think this year is by far the best year of my life and i wouldnt trade it for lets say a year in another jc or poly.

for all of you going on to j2 next year, all the best !!! study hard and dont forget that GOD will be there with you. congratulations on your promotion :)

for those like me, i know it seems like the end of the world. because it is. hahahahaha no lah cannot think like that.
Next year will be hard- who likes to restart all over again. it aint my kinda thing. lol. BUT i know that ultimately its for the best cos i didnt deserve to be promoted. SO DONT GIVE UP NOW !

tomorrow will be a better day.

listened tou love song byk taylor swift! its sooo nnice!!!
ytd had dmnchooir bbqw!
guot sstuck hat theo stautilon with richelled cos bboth of use dunno how to go there. sounds so loser right!!!! lol in the end we took a cab down...then the taxi driver got losst tooo...hahahahaha
but fit was okaay cos we CYCLED there. so cool right ? arrived kin STYLEE. hahahaha. played the MEMORY game ...hahahaha kop ppl's ace and stuff :)
then walked around a lot to find the washroon -.-
but it was entertaining cos got lotsa stories...heeheehee

BOBOS

oh ya ! went out with the BOBOS!!! heeheehee

it was totally awesome! spent time catching up :) we should get together more often!!!

we gave jh her birthday present that was in my house for one yr plus.

drinking yingyang?

SO MANY HOLES!!!! ITS LIKE A CAVE LAH!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

it was a fatastic CHRISTMAS. The only thing missing was church. lunch was at popo's house with teta, uncle gary and lotsa food. :) there were 3 cakes!!! fat fat fat!!! played MAHJONG!!!! Ye ye taught us some new skills yo! he is like some mahjong shi fu can remember everything that happens during the game. popo also. actually everyone except my brother and i. oh well. IT WAS FUN.

HEY THIS IS SO COOL
TRY AND UNDERSTAND!
I FEEL FAT AND MAD NOW.

NO ELF NO KID ON BARNEY NO OLIVER TWIST
GET THE MESSAGE?

nowwwwww thats weird aint it?

i seriously cannot fanthom what it is. but you know what? I GIVE UP TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT.

OKAY THAT WAS DUMb.
hahahahah just updated on cheryl's blog again. so stupid. hahahahaha

anyway

as i was saying this is so loserish updating my blog in less than an hour.

CHRISTMAS is coming and lotsa guys are going to their girlfren's house to give them their presents. so sweet right. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

CHRISTMAS is coming and the geese are getting fat.

CHRISTMAS is coming. GOT BUY PRESENT FOR ME???HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

CHRISTMAS is coming, don't forget the reason for the season.

Just came back from tuition. Wanted to watch underworld but it doesnt seem to be working so I'm uploading photos. :) I want a laptop for Christmas so i can blog in peace and not have people looking over my shoulder while i BLOG.

I DONT want this yr to end. i really dont. I REALLY REALLY DONT. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME I DONT WANT THIS YEAR TO END. and i dont want next year to come.

what's gonna happen ? can someone pls tell me. cos i really dunno. okay like anyone will know like that. lol. oh well im just a hjk (humjikia).

i wanted like lotsa happy posts but it doesnt seem to be happening, instead i keep ranting and ranting here.

TODAY. IS MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY so we went to eat dimsum and i m damn full now :)

hey cheryl i'm glad i told u what i was on my mind. thanks for being so understanding and supportive. it really means a lot to me.

ARGH I WANTED TP UPLOAD THE PHOTOS HOWEVER IT TAKES SOOOOO LONG SO IM GONNA CANCEL IT.

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
BACK HOME YAR
HAHAHAHAHAHA

ACTUALLY COME BACK YTD BUT I BLOGGED IN THE WRONG BLOG. SO LAME RIGHT.

today went carolling with choir. cant believe i could feel like that about choir. its like the talk by th j4/5/6/infinity really changed the way i think. kinda sucks that i didnt treasure the time at the beginning of the year with them. the trip really brought me closer to them and I DONT WANT THEM TO GO. MS NG TOO SHE IS SUCH A NICE TEACHER. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO LEAVE ??? i know its hard to believe that i would feel this way. thats why i didnt wanna cry at the carolling place cos like a bit stupid yar treat choir like that then still cry. lol.

i watched TWILIGHT YO . i think edward is a bombo. i mean he can just get over it and bite her and then got happy ending alr but noooo he cannot do that. stupid yar? but the mooovie was sweet. really really sweet. The ending scene was like p**m. i blanked it out so that wont spoil ur fun. the scene was so freaking sad cos like i wont get to spend it with my frens. and its not just one person. anyway. i ate like 5 chocolates at one go today thanks to someone. but i felt better after that. lol. BUT NOW ALL THE FATS ARE SWARMING AROUND ME. wish i could be part of that world. sickshit. but i know im not worthy.

took the same train back home with weiliang james and lukman. weiliang talked about some underground movie. im sooooo gonna watch it. hahahaha. AND IM GONNA FIND THAT SONG WHERE EVER IT IS YAR! ITS SOOO !NACH!

GOING TMR!!!GOTTA FINISH PACKING.

pls, i wanna be better. pls forgive me. im sorry if i hurt u. i will do my best. promise.

i wonder if anyone will believe me. why do this? maybe i can be that too? maybe i am that way? but i guess im not cut out for it huh. awwww man.

went to deborah's church today. UNCOVERED THE VIWAWA SECRET!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA WHACK UR EYEBALLS OUT MANNNNNN HAHAHAHAHA. ATE pratas damn nice. church was nice too :)

i guess the effects of leaving speedlight didnt really hit me until today. haha. im so sorry i didnt say goodbye properly. yanda and carol, you guys are really awesome cell group leaders man. i've never seen so much passion and patience from u guys. from p5/6? u guys taught me about God not only through books but through your actions as well. i will nvr forget speedlight camp 07. it was truly inspiring. thank you for giving me those opportunities to attend those sat lessons and all. i dont know if this is the correct decision. i cant think properly these days. vinnie just called me about camp purity. thanks for the opportunity. if i were still a speedlighter i would have taken up the challenge. but its too late to turn back now. and even if camp purity didnt exist, i dont think i will turn back. i really looked forward to camp purity though. i was so freakin excited to go. to go and experience GOD again. things look so clear after camps. i wanted to get rid of this anger. i wanted to learn to have faith again. im really scared now. but still i decided to leave. it wasnt a hasty decision though. i've been thinking about it for quite awhile now. i will definitely miss speedlight and lighthouse. how can i not? even though i made the decision to leave, it doesnt make it easier. im sorry. thanks for all the years of prayers, opportunities and support.

heyyyyyyyyyy
i've just found a way to stop eating at night
BRUSH YOUR TEETH
it works okay cos u dont wanna have to re brush those pearly whites SO u will stop eating. hahahahaha.
gotta go see Dr Ho tmr cos i broke 2 brackets. OH DEAR.